Neither here nor there

Jenny Sue, Owner

February 14, 2025

Nothing Gold can stay

And now here we are. There’s something weird without the adrenaline and pushing muscles to go beyond myself and the runner’s high. It’s withdrawal and depression relapse times two. Like addiction it doesn’t go away. 

PTSD came from soldier life. From having guns pointed in your face and explosions surrounding you and hands & fists … and watching buildings being destroyed and … watching your partner … fall stunned … body shaking … then lifeless. There’s something about their blood spilling out … staining the Earth … screaming cells leaving one spirit … for Earth Spirit …  and the last look in their eyes.

This isn’t civilian post traumatic stress disorder

It’s Post Traumatic War Stress

PTWS

It doesn’t have a ‘ring’ to the letters

PTWS

It’s not a disorder

It’s a symptom from the war machine

It’s the most intense internal fight for your life

22 a day is twenty-two many

Its time to come Home …